asking for help

Over the past few weeks there have been many public figures that have taken their own lives because of mental illnesses, inner struggles, and personal stress. When news of someones passing makes national headlines, there is an outpouring of support from Instagram and Twitter with captions like "it's ok to not be ok" or "call …

Hi.

My goal as I am on this beautiful earth right now is for people to see how truly awesome sauce they are, sooo why not make a blog out of it?

a hello

Well, hello. For the thousandth time, it has been long time no talk. Let me update you on my life.   Finals are just about here and I am STRESSED. I have officially finished up my Fall Semester of dance with CCDC. (CCDC=Columbia College Dance Company) Vince and I are doing amazing, thanks for asking. …

guilt, what ifs, and drugs

this will probably be a very short post because i am sad and i just want to sleep right now. i wanted to document this bad night of mine-full of what ifs, guilty feelings, and drug dealer by macklemore on repeat. when my dad came from texas to south carolina to stay in our local …

i did it with a pencil

When I was in 6th grade, I self harmed for the first time ever. I did it with a mechanical pencil in my middle school's gym after getting a bad grade on a history test. It still makes me sad to think about it. It is a deadly and heartbreaking habit that pushed me away …

take it from a suicidal person, it gets better

At the end of the day, you are loved. If you feel that nobody loves you, you got two people on your side. Me, and the Lord. He is the ultimate God to have on your team! The Lord holds and sustains and cares for us like nobody else can. He is always there to speak with on the late nights and early mornings, He is a shoulder to cry on, He is never going to leave you. 

new year, dld, and more

So. I definitely have some explaining to do. Divine Love December didnt completely work out the way I planned it to, as in I kinda forgot and just didn't feel like completing it. So..it is going to be a monthly thing now. Divine Love 2018!!! Yayyyyyyy I am so sorry I am absolute trash with …

divine love december-day nine

DAY 9. BOOM SHACKA LACKA. Lets get into it. I will not be linking the past posts, but if you want to see some awesome and loving people, hit my blog up and see what there is to see!!!   Today isn't a person I know personally, but its someone I love either way. If …

divine love december- day eight

Hey y'all, welcome to day 8 of dld! Thanks for coming back, if you missed any of the last couple of posts check them out! day one day two day three day four day five day six day seven   Day eight. Phew. This girl could fill up a blog post with her love and …

divine love december-day seven

This is very overdue and I promise I will catch up eventually. Lets just get into dld day 7! If you want to read some of my other ones, you can find them down below: day one day two day three day four day five day six   For today, its gonna be a simple …

divine love december-day six

Hey there, welcome back to dld! Here are the posts you might have missed: what this all is rachel vince kathryn kenzie   And on to our previously scheduled programming..today, I am talking about my person. My OG, my number one gal. She has been my best friend  for almost 5-6 years now. Sarah Michelle Smith, …