Hey y’all, I hope your day is going super well! I should be doing my homework but God was pushing me towards a direction, and I am totally cool with that.
I wrote this during a bad reaction from my ADHD medication, including shaking, nausea, and anxious feelings. It was not an anxiety attack, but still scary as heck for me to go through, especially in a school setting.
(11:27 AM)- Taken straight from the pages
“I took my ADHD medication today, but there is one different thing that happened. One word: Starbucks. I love Starbucks, just the whole atmosphere is calming. I got a venti iced coffee, as I do when I need a quick coffee boost. I put minimal creamer and fought through the horrid coffee taste, just so i could feel something from this drink I had. I went about my ride to school, in a wanderlust emotion. There was four different people in the car. Four personalities. Four stories to be told. Four dreams. It is always weird to think about, everyone has a completely different life than the person next to
“I am wearing my clown pants, (duh) For once, I do not want to go home. I want to stay with people. My people. Even though I am not liked by everyone (who is?) I love them. People who dislike me: I love you. People who like me: I love you. People I have not met yet: I love you, and I cannot wait to meet you. Anyone reading this right now: I love you, and I hope you are doing well.”
My brain is scattered, and it shows on the paper and on the blog posts. I got a comment from the sweetest girl today, named Kylie. S/O to you girl, you made my day! Thank you to her and everyone who is actually reading my venting posts, my inspiring posts, and just supporting my blog. You are all AWESOME SAUCE!
Love y’all, hit me up on my social media if ya need anything! Stay turnt!